the hickey should come after the kiss

not the other way around.
all i have to say is, working hard, partying harder.

and now the air is so thick you can taste it.

What am I here for?
I left my home to dissapear is all.
I'm here for MYSELF...
not to know you I don't need noone else.

off my chest.

you tried to play us like puppets,
i guess you wanted what we had know that yours had gone.
you were good i'll give you that,
just spread the poison and sat back and we drove the wedge between each other.
you didn't count on the years of friendship we had,
and you could not keep yourself off the casualties list in this fucked up game.

so who's the winner? i sure don't feel like one myself.
she's alone. your alone. i'm not alone,
but still reminded of the good times and feeling ripped off when i think about
the ones that could've been.

i'm a lucky man, you weren't that subtle,
and whilst you pulled the sheets over my eyes i had people watching my back.
they were there before you came,
and they'll sure as hell be here after no matter how many times you reapear.

Drunk-filtered.

BK: Well my previous post was way far more rational then the average TD to BK drunken phone call back in the day. For the past couple of weeks life has involved little but work and work has been little but mundane. I miss a challange. I'm getting taught new roles and work for the next three weeks and I'm doing my first aid course so hopefully that will provide me some distraction. I'm getting a better idea of what I want to do for the next 12 months after I get off this rock and starting to realise that the lifestyle here is not for me. I saw fireworks the other night down at the Marina and it reminded me of how far away from all the action I really am. I miss you too and can't wait until we can hang out and talk, although I do feel sorry for whoever else might be present, they won't be getting a word in.

Lessons from the Old Man

'Make sure you hang on to just a little bit of your vanity as you get older boy...that way you won't look like me when you hit 40'

BK

I made the mistake of trying to reply to you whilst being drunk and feeling nostalgic. Needless to say that I've pressed back-space 1000 times, shed a few tears and decided to leave it until tomorrrow when I'm not sleep deprived and intoxicated.

I just want you and everyone else who reads this piece of art in progress to know that I miss the people in my life so much right now.

Latte

I don't know who's more annoying, the slim girl who orders the quarter strength skinny latte with 3 fake sugars or the larger girl who orders the skinny latte and two chocolate doughnuts. Where is the voice inside thats saying "Whats the fucking point?"

No I think the old men who come into work and order HOT coffee are the worst. Its unfortunate the company I work for regards customer service as a top priority or I'd be ever so inclined to retailiate with "Well who the fuck orders a cold coffee?" or something along the lines. Ohhhh I see you want it extra hot? Reeeeaaallly hot? Fuckers, heres a nice flat white with burnt curdled milk that no doubt tastes like shit. You asked for it.

"Have a good day Sir"

I could probably go on about how interesting serving Coffees is for a very long time but I'll keep it short for now. Roomie just walked in and now I can't concentrate because he's giving me a FULL run down about his new costume for the Dirty Doctors and Naughty Nurses Party tonight(Fucking Lame, Not attending BTW!) and yes I don't care either.

P.S Slowly getting better. Staff party tommorrow night and seeing Dad Monday.

The Best Thing about a Vegemite Sandwhich

I've been working way to much over the past two weeks.
I haven't had time to do anything and now I'm sick.
Its funny because while I'm at work I have so much time to think that I think of all these things to write about and then I get home and I'm so exhausted that I can't think of anything. I'm craving Mum's Orange and Poppy seed cake and Dad's Spag Bol and Wind's rissotto and I can't have any of it and this really upsets me.

On the bright side 'Little Lion Man' has been coming on the radio nearly every shift at work which has made me very happy, I get to sleep in for the next two days and Dad's coming up next week for a couple of days.

I'm coming home to Victoria for a weeks holiday in January. I never thought I'd be so excited about going to Victoria for a week but I am. I can't wait. It will be summer, Brigitte will be home and Big Day Out will be on.

The best thing about a Vegemite sandwhich is that it tastes the same no matter where in Australia you are.